We need a hug emoticon!
Have a good cry (or two or three)! Let it out - the fear, the disappointment and what ever negative emotion that might have found you since your doctors appointment...and know you are surrounded by love (not only your family but by the people here on the forum who care about you - like me
I have a fav quote from Lord Patrick Overton that I tell myself when life deals me a blow:
When you come to the end of all of the light that you know and are about to step off into the darkness...faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: that there will be something solid in the darkness for you to stand upon or that you will learn how to fly.
To me the word faith is not necessarily religious - faith is what ever you believe in...so fly until you find your solid landing - which I have no doubt that you will.