About Jessie :
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will dispute your faith in man.
You will never figure me out. It's a task deemed impossible. I will allow you to think you have me pegged, but only for my own amusement.
I am different than anyone you have ever met. I guarantee that.
A scattered ball of complete sass, hopeless romantic tendencies, sarcasm, intelligence...annnd a bit of bitterness. .
I am the type of girl that says cunt on a regular basis.
Unstoppable and independant to a fault.
I am ready for anything, and could survive in any situation you put me in. Sharing thoughts and emotion is my addiction.
I am a wife and mother of four young children. At 27 years old I begin my journey weighing 270 pounds.
I am on a mission to lose over 100lbs, and learn everything I possibly can about health and fitness.
I intend to see how far I can push myself, mentally AND physically.
The greatest war you can battle is the one with yourself...and I intend to bring home the bloody sword.
Careful where you step...this is my floor...you're just dancin on it...
All Posts Written By Jessie
Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
Ya, you heard me…I’ll take a little bit extra.
Most of you may be thinking food right?
Nope, I’m talking about some extra responsibility.
I landed a job interview on Monday with a company that I am extremely excited to work for. I was hired a whole 6 minutes into the conversation. It is by [...]
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Friday, October 5th, 2007
My morning walks to the gym have become something that I look forward to. I use this time to reflect, to contemplate, to plan.
There are no voices. The silence tolls its minutes mute as a mime artist gazing through infinate shadows. A nuisance of shroud lined streets…one after another.
I get lost in the chemical slip [...]
3 Comments » | Posted in Exercise, Fat Loss, Motivation, Weight Loss
Friday, September 28th, 2007
It sounds so familiar…
I know I’ve heard it somewhere before…but I can’t quite place it….
OH WAIT…that’s just me dropping weight!!!!! But I am not going to tell you how much…you’ll have to wait until October 5.
Muahaha
I gotta tell ya, I was seriously freaking out there for a bit. Two whole weeks of my adventure [...]
2 Comments » | Posted in Exercise, Motivation, Weight Loss
Friday, September 21st, 2007
I think I’m in a rut….a SERIOUS RUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’ve been working my fucking ass off in the gym for two weeks. Five days a week, each session lasting just over 2 hours. I have upped my cardio intensity AND length of time.
I have nothing to show for it…AGAIN!!!!
I started the week at 246.5lbs and ended [...]
5 Comments » | Posted in Exercise, Motivation, Weight Loss
Saturday, September 15th, 2007
I have seriously watched this video about a hundred times, and every single time it gets to me. I watch it with a huge smile on my face and I always get a bit teary eyed. I’m such a girl!!!
hahaha
I LOVE HUGS!!!!!
I love receiving them, and I love giving them out. There is [...]
6 Comments » | Posted in Motivation
Friday, September 14th, 2007
I was a shy kid, but I had such self-confidence.
While riding a carousel horse I was told to hold on but I bypassed the reins and the pole. Instead, I gripped my jacket as tight as I could and just held on…just like I was told.
I mislaid bits and pieces of that confidence in later [...]
4 Comments » | Posted in Exercise
Sunday, September 9th, 2007
The week is about to come into full swing. Are you excited? I know I am.
I have decided to put Burn the Fat Feed the Muscle. away for a little while. Not because it isn’t working for me, but because I am a girl that likes VARIETY!! I like to have [...]
3 Comments » | Posted in Exercise, Fat Loss, Motivation
Friday, September 7th, 2007
Everyone likes a bit of friendly competition every once and a while right?
Well, I just happen to feed off of it.
Last night I received a challenge from Israel. He is the author of “Fat Man Unleashed”
Now, any one that knows me, knows that I am not one to pass up a challenge of ANY [...]
7 Comments » | Posted in Motivation, Weight Loss, Weight Training
Thursday, September 6th, 2007
OH HI GUYS!!!!!!
A few days ago I offered up a two week trial pass to Gold’s Gym, Edmonton, to someone who is ready to take action on their health and is ready to take action NOW!!
This is the gym that I play in all week and I can not express to you enough how much [...]
24 Comments » | Posted in Exercise, Motivation
Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
For the past few days I’ve been obsessed with the feeling of scolding hot water over my back. I need the shower head to become emotional as she bursts over my shoulders.
It’s when steam fucks the mirrors against the tiled walls like a breath exhaled by an unknown lover, that I can angrily scratch those [...]
9 Comments » | Posted in Motivation, Weight Loss
Friday, August 31st, 2007
I’m losing a bunch of fuckin weight….that’s what!!!
In 5 short weeks I have said goodbye to 21 pounds. TWENTY ONE POUNDS!!!!!!!!
That is the average weight of an eight month old baby!! I have gone from a size 24 to a “just a smidge too tight” 20.
I’m a little excited….can you tell?
I feel fantastic and my [...]
7 Comments » | Posted in Exercise, Fat Loss, Motivation
Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
One of the best feelings in the world, in my opinion, is when we realize that something that we thought was a huge stressful deal at one point, really isn’t at all. You have a moment where whatever fog was looming goes away and suddenly you’re made aware that all previous notions of the situation [...]
2 Comments » | Posted in Motivation
Sunday, August 26th, 2007
I hope you have been setting goals for yourself.
I hope that you have been WRITING THEM DOWN and reading them often. I hope that if you haven’t started, you will right now!!! hahhahaha
I can not stress the importance of goal setting enough. I always thought that I was goal orientated in the past, [...]
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Friday, August 24th, 2007
…Law of Attraction…
…Manifestation….
…The Secret….
Words that I have been hearing a lot recently. I would time it at around 2 months.
I had heard the movie mentioned at work, on the subway, my grandmother was talking to my aunt about it. And now forum members are talking about it.
What is all the fuss about here….
I searched [...]
4 Comments » | Posted in Motivation, Weight Loss
Sunday, August 19th, 2007
I have recently set out on a venture towards personal health and well being.
My weight has consistently been an issue for me, as I have always been “a bigger girl”. But, I have never felt as unhealthy as I do right now. It is time for some serious action!!!
A few weeks ago I began looking [...]
2 Comments » | Posted in Motivation, Weight Loss